Its been a hard month for me and im sorry to all those that it has taken me awhile to reply to them that is not my intention.....My son has so many issues to take a first look at him he seems like a normal child just wanting to do the ever day childish things that we as adults have forgotten.....taken off those preverbeal rose colored shades we all had......But for my son there is something not right in his head and as a mother im scared sad fearful angery vengenful so full of so many feelings im about to explode Helpless is my big one every day is a battle doctor after doctor to have no answers.....to tell you the truth ive never had much faith in them anyway but I want my son to have a normal life and its getting harder every day.......But what i really wanted to say is for all you out there who are in my place or know someone or who can only think about.........No matter what there a blessing and always remember no matter how you feel let them know just how important they are to you and you love them....and when they leave the room and ear shot SCREAM to the world out there for making it so hard to FIT in when your only a Child........ Peace

"Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the
courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill because they pissed me off."

"What if the soul sometimes has to visit the underworld and then come back to the world to get warm.:

"This above all, to refuse to be a victim"

"Speak softly and carry a big stick.”

“The first and best victory is to conquer ones self.”

"If you don’t look a gift horse in the mouth how do you know if there are trojans inside?"

"It's really only technically illegal in THREE states"

"Of the Good in you I can speak, but not of the Evil. For what is Evil but Good-tortured by its own hunger and thirst? When Good is hungry, it seeks food, even in dark caves, and when it thirsts, it drinks even of dead waters."

Just another chapter im my life where it Give me a Huge boot.

Right Now im feeling theres no Hope and Im feeling Helpless and worried about my oldest boy hes only 7 and theres something not right in his head hes had a couple of seisures one when he was two and one a few months a go the really bad one It was the worst thing ive seen it broke my heart i was so scared but not as scared as i feel know on to of that he gets angry and hurts himself he put his head through his bedroom window and if you could of seen the window and how it shattered there is no way you would of expect him to pull his head back through it and not slit his neck he did and only got a few nicks not worth fussing over ever sence that night ive been so scared of losing him he has no regard to his personal body im taking all the steps i can to get him help ....shrinks doctors, so on and so forth but its overwhelming to see your own flesh and blood hurting and there is nothing mommy can do.....I just want to kiss it and make life better for him and i know its not like that but if i could i would Im getting no answers to why hes doing this if its something that can be treated or if its something worse the not knowing is tearin me up.

This week i had tried so hard to Make time between kids husband, work, and doing my spring cleaning.....I know its winter but its florida and im from michigan so it feels spring I didnt really get a chance to work on anything......What i really need is a personal assistaint to schdule my time so i have time to do the things that i Injoy doing. I never have time for me and the crap part about this week all together is that im not doing anything for my b day next week *crys*......BTW i work third shift and have wed thur and fridays off so this is the end of my weekend. On the plus Side i did get this peice of pooo. computer to acutally run like almost new YEAH go me lol

Im on that so called perverable fence on this issue. On one side I agree with staying true to pixel art in it purest form without all the effects, filters, blurs, renders, destortions,transparencies,and what ever plugin in gizmo you can come up with doing all the work with just the basics without layers and such.


But on the other side of the fence I have to agree with zacthetoad when he said and i quote *Isn't art about pushing the boundaries? Why must we follow the guidelines of the "experts" instead of branching out in our own creative manner. Why can't we develop our own style so that one day people will follow us.*

Is this not what we all as artist of all kinds strive for to find our own style and to show that to the world?

Just a thought maybe have two PixelArt Galleries. One for what I saw called

Genuine PixelArt

And another for the sophisticated forms of Digital enhancement of what i still belive is pixel art for those that what to
develop there own style of Pixel Art.

To Deny this form of Pixel art as not *Genuine*, and should not be displayed in a pixel art gallery would be like deny Michelangelo the use of diffrent brush strokes. Everyone expresses Art in there own Unique way.

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Unnoticed underloved life goes on