Its been a hard month for me and im sorry to all those that it has taken me awhile to reply to them that is not my intention.....My son has so many issues to take a first look at him he seems like a normal child just wanting to do the ever day childish things that we as adults have forgotten.....taken off those preverbeal rose colored shades we all had......But for my son there is something not right in his head and as a mother im scared sad fearful angery vengenful so full of so many feelings im about to explode Helpless is my big one every day is a battle doctor after doctor to have no answers.....to tell you the truth ive never had much faith in them anyway but I want my son to have a normal life and its getting harder every day.......But what i really wanted to say is for all you out there who are in my place or know someone or who can only think about.........No matter what there a blessing and always remember no matter how you feel let them know just how important they are to you and you love them....and when they leave the room and ear shot SCREAM to the world out there for making it so hard to FIT in when your only a Child........ Peace